1 00:00:00,055 --> 00:00:02,719 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 2 00:00:02,794 --> 00:00:05,264 - Get your hands off the radio! - What? 3 00:00:05,398 --> 00:00:07,400 - I want to play something. Stop! No! - Oh, God, no. 4 00:00:07,532 --> 00:00:09,801 - I want to turn it up. Please! - It's my radio! 5 00:00:09,936 --> 00:00:11,670 God, you're such a shit! 6 00:00:11,803 --> 00:00:14,106 Ellen, watch the... watch the road! Watch the road! 7 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:15,907 Stop! Wait! 8 00:00:16,042 --> 00:00:18,110 No! 9 00:00:23,316 --> 00:00:24,951 Veronica... 10 00:00:25,084 --> 00:00:26,018 Veronica? 11 00:00:39,464 --> 00:00:41,067 Veronica! 12 00:00:55,314 --> 00:00:56,248 Morning, V. 13 00:00:57,582 --> 00:00:59,517 Today... 14 00:01:00,453 --> 00:01:01,454 I'm a three. 15 00:01:01,820 --> 00:01:05,291 Which is good, yesterday was like a six. 16 00:01:05,424 --> 00:01:06,791 ♪ In comes the night ♪ 17 00:01:06,926 --> 00:01:08,394 ♪ Lift up the flight ♪ 18 00:01:08,526 --> 00:01:09,861 ♪ Swallow the key ♪ 19 00:01:09,996 --> 00:01:11,397 ♪ Do not know why ♪ 20 00:01:11,529 --> 00:01:12,831 ♪ Solar flares now ♪ 21 00:01:12,965 --> 00:01:14,467 ♪ Holy war rounds ♪ 22 00:01:14,599 --> 00:01:15,968 ♪ Polar shift pounds ♪ 23 00:01:16,102 --> 00:01:17,336 ♪ No more good towns ♪ 24 00:01:17,470 --> 00:01:19,372 ♪ I'll sound alarms ♪ 25 00:01:19,504 --> 00:01:20,872 ♪ The warning sign ♪ 26 00:01:21,007 --> 00:01:22,274 ♪ The signal flare ♪ 27 00:01:22,408 --> 00:01:23,775 ♪ Chasing the lights ♪ 28 00:01:23,908 --> 00:01:25,378 ♪ Send the ship south ♪ 29 00:01:25,510 --> 00:01:26,911 ♪ In the storm clouds ♪ 30 00:01:27,046 --> 00:01:29,647 ♪ From a beach locked in a dark town ♪ 31 00:01:30,082 --> 00:01:32,917 ♪ Uh oh! This town's on fire ♪ 32 00:01:33,052 --> 00:01:35,854 ♪ Hello, I hear the choir ♪ 33 00:01:35,988 --> 00:01:38,723 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 34 00:01:39,158 --> 00:01:41,526 ♪ So I build your funeral pyre ♪ 35 00:01:41,659 --> 00:01:48,401 ♪ Whisper to me something that your heart desires ♪ 36 00:01:48,533 --> 00:01:51,803 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 37 00:01:51,937 --> 00:01:54,572 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 38 00:02:03,315 --> 00:02:04,883 - Hey. - Hey, Care Bear. 39 00:02:05,017 --> 00:02:08,087 Can we do a quick packing check, please? 40 00:02:08,220 --> 00:02:10,289 Okay, fine. 41 00:02:10,755 --> 00:02:11,890 - Clothes? - Check. 42 00:02:12,024 --> 00:02:13,658 Toothbrush? Bathroom stuff? 43 00:02:13,792 --> 00:02:15,860 That is very vague, but check. 44 00:02:16,728 --> 00:02:19,265 - Meds? - Check. 45 00:02:19,864 --> 00:02:21,800 Everything you need for Portland? 46 00:02:22,901 --> 00:02:25,371 - Check. - Sounds like you've got everything. 47 00:02:25,904 --> 00:02:27,506 That's the worst packing check ever. 48 00:02:28,074 --> 00:02:30,142 Do you have all of your diabetic accoutrements? 49 00:02:30,276 --> 00:02:33,145 - Of course. - What about your paperwork for South Dakota? 50 00:02:33,745 --> 00:02:36,549 Uh, yeah. Junior, it's fine. Don't worry. 51 00:02:36,949 --> 00:02:39,485 - I'm just preparing. - I know, Polar Bear. 52 00:02:39,784 --> 00:02:44,323 Just... get in the shower and I'll be there in a bit, okay? 53 00:02:44,756 --> 00:02:45,723 Okay, bye. 54 00:02:46,225 --> 00:02:50,229 ♪ ...that your heart desires ♪ 55 00:02:50,662 --> 00:02:53,598 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 56 00:02:53,731 --> 00:02:56,901 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 57 00:03:09,014 --> 00:03:11,951 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 58 00:03:12,084 --> 00:03:15,020 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 59 00:03:15,154 --> 00:03:18,157 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 60 00:03:18,290 --> 00:03:21,160 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 61 00:03:21,594 --> 00:03:23,728 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 62 00:03:23,862 --> 00:03:27,333 - ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ - Thanks, Sam. 63 00:03:28,033 --> 00:03:33,805 ♪ Soon we will be ♪ 64 00:03:33,939 --> 00:03:36,942 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 65 00:03:37,076 --> 00:03:39,677 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 66 00:03:40,112 --> 00:03:42,914 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 67 00:03:43,048 --> 00:03:45,783 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 68 00:03:46,218 --> 00:03:49,088 ♪ Uh oh! Oh no! ♪ 69 00:03:49,221 --> 00:03:52,024 ♪ Soon we will be expired ♪ 70 00:03:52,158 --> 00:03:53,959 - Uh, hey, hon. - Mm-hmm. 71 00:03:54,093 --> 00:03:55,827 I thought we talked about downsizing? 72 00:03:55,961 --> 00:03:58,164 I did... 73 00:04:00,232 --> 00:04:01,866 You seriously just going to watch me? 74 00:04:02,001 --> 00:04:03,801 I don't want to waste my arms on this. 75 00:04:03,936 --> 00:04:05,404 If you want me to drive too, I can't. 76 00:04:05,538 --> 00:04:07,772 Alright, what else do you need in the back seat? 77 00:04:08,307 --> 00:04:11,410 - Hmm, the record player? - You got your keys? 78 00:04:12,511 --> 00:04:13,646 Okay. 79 00:04:22,555 --> 00:04:25,491 Okay, okay. We have been on the road now for two hours... 80 00:04:25,624 --> 00:04:29,028 ...and I haven't heard any of Veronica's songs! 81 00:04:29,161 --> 00:04:31,363 Okay, only because it's Veronica's stuff. 82 00:04:36,001 --> 00:04:37,469 See? 83 00:04:37,869 --> 00:04:40,372 I mean, I like that smile on your face. 84 00:04:40,772 --> 00:04:41,739 That's pretty dope. 85 00:04:42,308 --> 00:04:44,310 It's good, it's... 86 00:04:44,809 --> 00:04:47,845 ♪ I sit and watch these people go to see ♪ 87 00:04:47,980 --> 00:04:50,649 ♪ A love that's soulless not for us, we don't care ♪ 88 00:04:50,782 --> 00:04:53,619 ♪ Make it work, polarize stay and play, advertise ♪ 89 00:04:53,751 --> 00:04:54,987 ♪ Keep it cool, you us hey ♪ 90 00:04:55,421 --> 00:04:57,889 ♪ I'll keep your ring you keep the church ♪ 91 00:04:58,023 --> 00:05:00,192 ♪ Take off my clothes and leave them ♪ 92 00:05:00,326 --> 00:05:02,161 ♪ Market shares build it right, itemize ♪ 93 00:05:02,294 --> 00:05:04,129 ♪ We don't care, stay up late all the night ♪ 94 00:05:04,263 --> 00:05:06,065 ♪ We don't tire, you us hey ♪ 95 00:05:06,565 --> 00:05:08,000 - What is that? - I don't know! 96 00:05:08,133 --> 00:05:09,535 It's a little poppy for me. 97 00:05:09,668 --> 00:05:13,505 Don't give me diabetes again with your music. 98 00:05:13,939 --> 00:05:15,608 So, I'm sorry, how does diabetes work? 99 00:05:15,975 --> 00:05:17,610 Sh... should I just turn the car around? 100 00:05:17,775 --> 00:05:19,645 I was going to fall asleep when you started... 101 00:05:19,777 --> 00:05:22,314 ...but, no, I'm really interested. 102 00:05:24,583 --> 00:05:26,552 Why don't you just get it renewed online? 103 00:05:26,685 --> 00:05:28,753 I don't know! Just the way I've always done it. 104 00:05:29,821 --> 00:05:32,558 Well, why don't you have a California driver's license? 105 00:05:32,958 --> 00:05:34,727 Because it seems like a lot of paperwork? 106 00:05:35,027 --> 00:05:37,862 I think I'd be embarrassed to have a South Dakota driver's license. 107 00:05:37,997 --> 00:05:39,764 - Just saying! - Aw, that's really sweet. 108 00:05:39,897 --> 00:05:42,767 Hey, what are you doing? You're driving. Go! 109 00:05:42,900 --> 00:05:44,603 - Ugh! - Go! 110 00:05:44,737 --> 00:05:47,539 Wait, hold on. Just give me a second, okay? 111 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:50,209 - Hey, what's up? - Hey. 112 00:05:50,509 --> 00:05:52,511 - Did you talk to her? - No, but... 113 00:05:52,645 --> 00:05:54,513 - No, dude, don't... don't call me... - I just want... 114 00:05:54,647 --> 00:05:57,316 - ...unless you actually talk to her, okay? - Alright, fine. 115 00:05:57,449 --> 00:05:59,351 - Alright, talk to you later. - Alright. 116 00:06:00,185 --> 00:06:01,886 - Alright, you ready? - Yeah. 117 00:06:02,021 --> 00:06:03,222 Alright, let's go! 118 00:06:04,223 --> 00:06:07,559 - Who you talking to? - Uh... I was just talking to my brother. 119 00:06:08,826 --> 00:06:11,730 So, I... I found the ice, 120 00:06:11,863 --> 00:06:14,366 and I could barely touch the bottom, 121 00:06:14,500 --> 00:06:17,835 and... I hit my head on something, 122 00:06:17,970 --> 00:06:20,272 so I don't really remember what happened, 123 00:06:20,406 --> 00:06:23,742 but... somehow my friend pulled me out. 124 00:06:24,076 --> 00:06:27,313 So, I guess I died... for a few seconds. 125 00:06:28,213 --> 00:06:32,084 But I guess it just never really occurred to me to tell my parents about it. 126 00:06:32,951 --> 00:06:36,955 Isn't it weird how things just aren't a big deal, if you don't acknowledge it? 127 00:06:38,123 --> 00:06:42,628 Like when a kid hits its head and you laugh so it doesn't cry and freak out. 128 00:06:42,995 --> 00:06:44,963 Yes, exactly. Exactly. 129 00:06:45,998 --> 00:06:48,534 You know, I think I was kind of that way after my surgery, 130 00:06:49,968 --> 00:06:53,672 I was, like, in so much physical pain, 131 00:06:54,673 --> 00:06:58,377 but I was just completely casual about how I was suffering. 132 00:06:59,378 --> 00:07:01,780 It was like the mental anguish was enough, 133 00:07:01,913 --> 00:07:03,282 that I didn't know how to... 134 00:07:05,117 --> 00:07:06,552 like, deal with my physical pain, 135 00:07:06,685 --> 00:07:09,288 so I just, like, didn't acknowledge it. 136 00:07:09,722 --> 00:07:11,824 I just put it in a box, put it to the side, 137 00:07:12,257 --> 00:07:14,927 didn't think about it, said, "I'll talk to you later." 138 00:07:15,794 --> 00:07:18,030 - You can deal with pain for, like, 30 seconds. - Yeah. 139 00:07:18,163 --> 00:07:19,965 Like anyone, any kind of pain. 140 00:07:20,499 --> 00:07:24,203 But then 30 seconds becomes 30 minutes, 141 00:07:24,336 --> 00:07:27,506 and then... 30 minutes becomes a month, 142 00:07:27,639 --> 00:07:32,277 and then a month becomes... years later. 143 00:07:34,747 --> 00:07:36,881 I have no idea why we started talking about my pain. 144 00:07:37,015 --> 00:07:39,451 - I'm sorry. - Dude, don't apologize. 145 00:07:39,685 --> 00:07:41,520 I mean, look at you. You're driving. 146 00:07:41,653 --> 00:07:43,222 Your pain can suck it. 147 00:07:43,355 --> 00:07:46,592 Yeah, suck it. 148 00:07:52,598 --> 00:07:55,401 I never told my parents I knew they weren't in love with each other. 149 00:07:57,069 --> 00:07:58,370 Shit, woman. 150 00:07:59,438 --> 00:08:02,875 If that's not the first line of your memoir. 151 00:08:09,615 --> 00:08:12,484 - Alright, let me go over, assholes. You have to get over. - I'm trying! 152 00:08:12,618 --> 00:08:14,420 - Get over! - God, stop yelling at me... 153 00:08:14,553 --> 00:08:16,388 - I'm not... - ...you're like the worst fucking nav system ever. 154 00:08:16,522 --> 00:08:18,424 - Let me over, dick cheese. - Stop it, can you... 155 00:08:18,557 --> 00:08:20,192 - No, hold on! - No, you hold on. 156 00:08:20,325 --> 00:08:21,860 - Jesus Christ! - Fuck! 157 00:08:21,994 --> 00:08:24,229 Shut up, shut up, shut up. 158 00:08:24,363 --> 00:08:26,432 You're from LA, I thought you were a better driver. 159 00:08:26,565 --> 00:08:28,400 I am, I'm just highly aggressive. 160 00:08:28,534 --> 00:08:30,502 That's the LA driving way. 161 00:08:31,003 --> 00:08:34,506 Did you ever see that movie Leaving Las Vegas, with Nicolas Cage? 162 00:08:34,640 --> 00:08:37,376 The one where he gets, like, blackout drunk the whole time? 163 00:08:37,509 --> 00:08:40,879 It's a little... more nuanced than that, but yeah. 164 00:08:41,413 --> 00:08:45,584 I just think we shouldn't do a Nicolas Cage in Vegas. 165 00:08:46,018 --> 00:08:49,154 Oh, yeah, there's nothing worse than, like, hungover driving. 166 00:08:49,288 --> 00:08:52,224 We have to find a perfect balance, okay? 167 00:08:52,357 --> 00:08:55,394 Of, uh, dulling all of these senses 168 00:08:55,694 --> 00:08:58,030 and still being able to get in this vehicle tomorrow, 169 00:08:58,163 --> 00:09:02,468 - drive and not throw up everywhere. - Yeah! 170 00:09:02,601 --> 00:09:04,837 - I can do that. - Well, guess what? You are in luck, 171 00:09:04,970 --> 00:09:07,439 because I am the expert at that. 172 00:09:08,507 --> 00:09:11,410 - How? - I took a class. 173 00:09:12,911 --> 00:09:15,314 Out of this entire road trip we planned, 174 00:09:15,881 --> 00:09:18,750 Vegas scares me the most. Isn't that depressing? 175 00:09:18,884 --> 00:09:20,185 Even more than Portland? 176 00:09:20,686 --> 00:09:23,255 I think Portland is going to be, like, mental pain, I guess, 177 00:09:23,388 --> 00:09:26,525 but physical pain. 178 00:09:27,626 --> 00:09:30,429 You know, it's... it's electric, it's alive. 179 00:09:30,562 --> 00:09:32,397 The lights, the money, the people. 180 00:09:32,531 --> 00:09:35,534 All my nerves, they start going like that. 181 00:09:35,935 --> 00:09:39,605 You know, there's other hotels. We don't have to stay here. 182 00:09:39,738 --> 00:09:42,107 Oh, I didn't say I wanted to skip it. 183 00:09:42,508 --> 00:09:45,410 - It was just letting you know. - Alright, well, 184 00:09:45,544 --> 00:09:47,412 let's get to dulling those senses then! 185 00:09:47,813 --> 00:09:50,749 - Oh! - ♪ Bring on the sirens ♪ 186 00:09:52,317 --> 00:09:55,420 Truth, dare. Truth, dare. Truth, dare. 187 00:09:55,554 --> 00:09:57,623 Truth, dare. Dare to... dare, truth! 188 00:09:57,756 --> 00:10:02,060 Okay, if all of this can't handle all of that, 189 00:10:02,494 --> 00:10:05,797 then we just come back and we enjoy the pretty lights, deal? 190 00:10:07,466 --> 00:10:09,635 - Deal. - Seal it with a drink. 191 00:10:09,768 --> 00:10:11,603 - Oh! Oh! - Oh! 192 00:10:12,170 --> 00:10:14,907 Don't chug it, jeez! 193 00:10:19,077 --> 00:10:21,446 - I'm from LA! - What? 194 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,017 I have a chronic pain disorder. 195 00:10:24,416 --> 00:10:25,684 Totally. 196 00:10:36,562 --> 00:10:40,165 You can't see my pain. It makes me really lonely. 197 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:42,834 Sagittarius. 198 00:10:50,375 --> 00:10:53,012 I have diabetes! 199 00:10:53,145 --> 00:10:55,614 A-bada-deesh-ada-bam! 200 00:10:55,747 --> 00:10:58,750 Humm ashabe! 201 00:10:58,884 --> 00:11:01,887 Bye, Sagittarius! 202 00:11:04,590 --> 00:11:06,960 Oh, my God! 203 00:11:07,092 --> 00:11:09,361 Okay, okay, okay, okay. Alright. 204 00:11:09,494 --> 00:11:12,898 Uh, truth or dare? 205 00:11:13,032 --> 00:11:15,367 - Dare. - You always pick dare! 206 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:18,403 - Duh... - Okay, fine! 207 00:11:18,938 --> 00:11:20,672 How about... 208 00:11:22,274 --> 00:11:25,210 I dare you to piss in the sink. 209 00:11:30,549 --> 00:11:32,651 - Okay! - No, dude! 210 00:11:32,784 --> 00:11:34,720 - So gross! - I mean, I got to pee, so... 211 00:11:34,853 --> 00:11:38,523 I already said I could do it, you're not supposed to do it! 212 00:11:38,790 --> 00:11:42,861 Oh, my God! 213 00:11:44,563 --> 00:11:46,431 Yep. Watch this. Oh! 214 00:11:46,565 --> 00:11:48,567 - Oh! - Oh, Jun, are you okay? 215 00:11:48,700 --> 00:11:51,770 - I have a romper on! - Well, that's part of why I dared you! 216 00:11:51,903 --> 00:11:55,707 - Is because I could say, "Hers was a dare!" - You say... 217 00:11:57,676 --> 00:12:01,179 I can't feel pain! 218 00:12:04,017 --> 00:12:05,484 I can't feel pain. 219 00:12:06,251 --> 00:12:07,753 Is this... is this what... 220 00:12:07,886 --> 00:12:10,288 is this what other people feel like? 221 00:12:11,057 --> 00:12:14,359 And their lives, like, all the time, pain-free? 222 00:12:15,761 --> 00:12:16,963 Okay... yeah... 223 00:12:17,462 --> 00:12:19,164 Your turn, truth or dare? 224 00:12:20,133 --> 00:12:24,336 Truth, because I don't want to move. 225 00:12:25,170 --> 00:12:26,838 Tell me a secret. 226 00:12:28,373 --> 00:12:30,175 Okay, what are we, five? 227 00:12:31,243 --> 00:12:33,912 Yes. 228 00:12:35,414 --> 00:12:37,349 Ugh, okay. 229 00:12:39,618 --> 00:12:40,585 A secret. 230 00:12:41,920 --> 00:12:43,555 Okay, I... 231 00:12:45,724 --> 00:12:49,327 I don't think that my mom left because I got sick. 232 00:12:50,129 --> 00:12:53,532 I think she left because I was never going to be 233 00:12:53,665 --> 00:12:59,871 Miss Teen Supreme, pageant... whatever. 234 00:13:00,472 --> 00:13:03,208 I think that I got sick, and that was, like, 235 00:13:03,341 --> 00:13:07,679 the final straw that broke the camel's back or something. 236 00:13:07,813 --> 00:13:10,716 - I don't know. - You really think that? 237 00:13:11,951 --> 00:13:13,953 - Does it really matter? Stop! - I'm sorry. 238 00:13:14,087 --> 00:13:17,823 - What... stop! No, don't pet me! Stop! - I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 239 00:13:17,957 --> 00:13:20,225 - Stop! - You're so fucking sad. 240 00:13:20,358 --> 00:13:23,328 Yeah, okay. Truth or dare? 241 00:13:24,463 --> 00:13:28,867 - I'm sorry your mom was dumb. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. Truth or dare? 242 00:13:29,668 --> 00:13:32,537 - Truth. - Alright, okay. 243 00:13:32,671 --> 00:13:34,974 The big spoon. Make it a really good one. 244 00:13:35,108 --> 00:13:37,110 - Mm. - Okay! 245 00:13:37,944 --> 00:13:39,678 It's going to be a really intense truth. 246 00:13:39,811 --> 00:13:41,246 - Are you ready? - Yeah. 247 00:13:41,379 --> 00:13:44,016 - It's so super deep. - Mm-hmm. 248 00:13:44,816 --> 00:13:49,921 Did you ever truly believe in unicorns? 249 00:13:56,428 --> 00:13:57,562 Fuck. 250 00:14:00,199 --> 00:14:01,767 Oh, my God. 251 00:14:03,169 --> 00:14:04,436 Oh, f... shit. 252 00:14:04,569 --> 00:14:06,271 We did not just fall asleep... 253 00:14:06,939 --> 00:14:08,174 Fucking tub. 254 00:14:08,507 --> 00:14:10,575 Oh, God. 255 00:14:10,943 --> 00:14:12,911 Oh... 256 00:14:13,445 --> 00:14:16,115 - Oh, Junior... - Oh, balls. 257 00:14:16,348 --> 00:14:17,616 Oh, my God. 258 00:14:18,750 --> 00:14:20,552 Oh, you have to call a crane. 259 00:14:20,685 --> 00:14:23,990 I don't think they have that service here. 260 00:14:38,770 --> 00:14:41,439 ♪ And you paint your nails ♪ 261 00:14:41,573 --> 00:14:43,842 ♪ The color of stone ♪ 262 00:14:45,744 --> 00:14:51,083 ♪ The dreams of Persia always sleep alone ♪ 263 00:14:52,317 --> 00:14:54,886 ♪ And I want you like a lightning ♪ 264 00:14:55,021 --> 00:14:58,356 ♪ Wants to black out the city below ♪ 265 00:15:00,226 --> 00:15:05,764 ♪ And you never pick up the telephone ♪ 266 00:15:24,016 --> 00:15:25,084 Oh... oh, God. 267 00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:28,420 - Help... help me. - I don't want to. 268 00:15:28,553 --> 00:15:31,090 - You'll help me. - No, I don't want to. 269 00:15:40,832 --> 00:15:44,469 I'm still drunk! 270 00:15:45,503 --> 00:15:47,073 To the Salt Flats. 271 00:15:47,206 --> 00:15:48,907 What the hell are Salt Flats? 272 00:15:49,041 --> 00:15:51,409 Really? It's a Veronica stop. 273 00:15:54,213 --> 00:15:55,480 Are we growing? 274 00:15:56,615 --> 00:15:58,117 We're always growing. 275 00:16:00,219 --> 00:16:01,988 I used to think that. 276 00:16:03,155 --> 00:16:04,223 I feel stagnant. 277 00:16:04,923 --> 00:16:06,758 Alright, well, maybe you're not growing right this minute, 278 00:16:06,892 --> 00:16:09,828 but that's because you're hungover with your face in salt. 279 00:16:11,197 --> 00:16:13,565 Ah... Fuck. 280 00:16:14,133 --> 00:16:15,400 Oh, God. 281 00:16:23,943 --> 00:16:25,978 Why do we keep hurting ourselves? 282 00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:29,848 Because it feels really good at the time. 283 00:16:33,919 --> 00:16:36,122 What else is there but feeling good at the time? 284 00:16:37,722 --> 00:16:40,659 Well, I don't know about you, but... 285 00:16:41,693 --> 00:16:43,561 I feel pretty good right now. 286 00:16:44,529 --> 00:16:46,132 Apart from being super dehydrated. 287 00:17:09,554 --> 00:17:10,789 Cheers, V. 288 00:17:14,393 --> 00:17:15,660 - Ready? - Mm-hmm. 289 00:17:22,034 --> 00:17:23,768 ♪ Shutter lights ♪ 290 00:17:24,203 --> 00:17:26,305 ♪ The stars glitter bones ♪ 291 00:17:26,439 --> 00:17:31,543 ♪ And bitter hearts watch the skies turn gray ♪ 292 00:17:31,676 --> 00:17:34,046 ♪ Around the street lights ♪ 293 00:17:34,813 --> 00:17:37,816 ♪ Silhouettes the streets ♪ 294 00:17:37,950 --> 00:17:41,020 ♪ Neon lights and empty seats ♪ 295 00:17:41,153 --> 00:17:46,524 ♪ With twenty friends half spent into midnight ♪ 296 00:17:47,426 --> 00:17:50,795 ♪ So cut me down and count my rings ♪ 297 00:17:50,930 --> 00:17:53,832 ♪ Leave my roots and wait for spring ♪ 298 00:17:53,966 --> 00:17:57,136 ♪ Or leave me dry, washed up ♪ 299 00:17:57,269 --> 00:17:59,372 ♪ On the causeway ♪ 300 00:18:00,339 --> 00:18:03,376 ♪ And from the sky you've watched me burn ♪ 301 00:18:03,508 --> 00:18:06,678 ♪ And in my smoke your phrases turn ♪ 302 00:18:06,811 --> 00:18:09,415 ♪ To hopeful eyes half fixed... ♪ 303 00:18:09,547 --> 00:18:10,950 Okay. 304 00:18:13,953 --> 00:18:14,886 Okay. 305 00:18:18,491 --> 00:18:19,691 Okay. 306 00:18:27,799 --> 00:18:30,802 - Oh, there we go. Okay. - Oh, I need that bed. 307 00:18:30,936 --> 00:18:33,671 But... I like to be near the bathroom. 308 00:18:33,805 --> 00:18:35,207 I can't be by the air. 309 00:18:35,874 --> 00:18:37,542 Oh, that's right. Okay. 310 00:18:38,044 --> 00:18:40,246 - Thanks. - No, it's no problem. 311 00:18:40,379 --> 00:18:44,150 I like all the large homeless men to be able to see me. I need to get some. 312 00:18:44,649 --> 00:18:46,185 I think maybe you should close the blinds. 313 00:18:46,318 --> 00:18:49,321 - Oh, no. It takes all the fun out of it. - Okay. 314 00:18:49,989 --> 00:18:52,425 - Oh, holy shit. - Oh, my God. What? 315 00:18:52,891 --> 00:18:55,227 You know it's a classy-ass establishment, 316 00:18:55,361 --> 00:18:58,531 when the name is on the towel. 317 00:18:58,663 --> 00:19:02,068 - You take me to all the best places. - Oh, you know it, sugar. 318 00:19:02,201 --> 00:19:03,902 I'm so lucky. 319 00:19:05,737 --> 00:19:08,807 Alright, I am ordering pizza. 320 00:19:10,642 --> 00:19:13,179 - Really? - Oh, it's fine. 321 00:19:13,312 --> 00:19:15,814 I'll just tell my robot pancreas to suck it. 322 00:19:17,249 --> 00:19:18,150 Okay. 323 00:19:23,588 --> 00:19:26,025 Hi! Yeah, can I get, um, 324 00:19:26,158 --> 00:19:29,295 a medium pepperoni pizza, with extra cheese? 325 00:19:31,363 --> 00:19:34,233 Yeah, we are at the, uh, Lazy Lodge. 326 00:19:34,366 --> 00:19:36,634 Alright, thanks. Bye. 327 00:19:37,403 --> 00:19:40,239 - Thirty minutes. - Cool. 328 00:19:41,307 --> 00:19:44,310 So, when was the last time you were actually home? 329 00:19:44,809 --> 00:19:47,279 Uh... four years? 330 00:19:47,980 --> 00:19:50,416 Four years, so you mean... 331 00:19:51,083 --> 00:19:53,385 the last time you needed a driver's license renewed? 332 00:19:53,519 --> 00:19:56,489 Oh, look at you. You're quick. 333 00:19:56,621 --> 00:20:00,226 Mama didn't raise no dummy here. 334 00:20:01,659 --> 00:20:03,095 Being all healthy now? 335 00:20:03,895 --> 00:20:06,698 - Balance, young Padawan. - Oh, okay. 336 00:20:44,370 --> 00:20:45,404 Mads? 337 00:20:54,013 --> 00:20:55,880 - Hey, Care Bear. - Hey, hey. 338 00:20:56,382 --> 00:20:59,351 - You okay? - Yeah, that pizza was just too much, 339 00:20:59,485 --> 00:21:02,820 so I got to get the insulin in the cells faster. 340 00:21:06,158 --> 00:21:07,892 - Regulate. - Yeah. 341 00:21:08,826 --> 00:21:10,663 Text me if you need me, okay? 342 00:21:10,795 --> 00:21:12,697 Thanks. I'll be in in a bit. 343 00:21:13,831 --> 00:21:15,568 Yeah, I'm going to be in the bed. 344 00:21:15,700 --> 00:21:18,070 Yeah, I'm jealous. 345 00:21:29,248 --> 00:21:32,484 High? Higher? Highest? 346 00:21:32,850 --> 00:21:34,353 High-ish. 347 00:21:34,486 --> 00:21:37,256 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 348 00:21:38,090 --> 00:21:39,225 Does that hurt? 349 00:21:40,092 --> 00:21:43,996 It feels like a really thick exfoliant on a sunburn. 350 00:21:44,129 --> 00:21:46,131 - Oh, God! - Yeah. 351 00:21:46,898 --> 00:21:51,036 - Hey, so listen. I printed out some maps... - Ooh. You printed out maps? 352 00:21:51,170 --> 00:21:54,406 Of course I did. We may not always have phones, and... 353 00:21:54,540 --> 00:21:56,741 Uh... 354 00:21:57,343 --> 00:22:00,279 We'll be fine, okay? 355 00:22:01,647 --> 00:22:05,050 - I mean, I'm sure we will be, but it could happen, you know? - Okay! 356 00:22:05,184 --> 00:22:07,286 And so anyway, I marked points of interest, 357 00:22:07,419 --> 00:22:09,955 because I really want to go to the library in Salt Lake City. 358 00:22:10,089 --> 00:22:13,791 - They have these huge windows and all... - No, hold on, look. Okay. 359 00:22:15,527 --> 00:22:17,096 Is this a Veronica stop? 360 00:22:17,862 --> 00:22:19,531 I mean, not specifically. 361 00:22:19,999 --> 00:22:21,634 Well, then no, dude! 362 00:22:22,134 --> 00:22:23,636 Your arms can handle more than that. 363 00:22:23,768 --> 00:22:25,137 They just handled Vegas! 364 00:22:25,504 --> 00:22:27,406 You can handle more than libraries. 365 00:22:28,540 --> 00:22:30,908 More Than Libraries, that's the name of my next album. 366 00:22:31,043 --> 00:22:33,679 Ooh! Besides, if we're going through Salt Lake, 367 00:22:33,845 --> 00:22:35,447 we have to see the victim of the beast. 368 00:22:35,581 --> 00:22:37,716 - That sounds very dangerous. - It is. 369 00:22:38,217 --> 00:22:41,987 - Did you take it? - Have to act more dead. 370 00:22:45,691 --> 00:22:48,893 Got it. 371 00:22:52,031 --> 00:22:53,798 Veronica would have liked this stop. 372 00:23:06,111 --> 00:23:08,681 Wah! 373 00:23:08,813 --> 00:23:11,317 Good. 374 00:23:11,450 --> 00:23:13,152 I'm going to get you, Emily Rose. 375 00:23:13,285 --> 00:23:15,120 Oh, I'd like to see you try, Linda Blair. 376 00:23:15,254 --> 00:23:17,855 Oh, God. 377 00:23:21,927 --> 00:23:24,463 So, what's with the shot glasses? 378 00:23:25,731 --> 00:23:28,833 When Veronica was on tour, she thought it was this cool idea, 379 00:23:28,967 --> 00:23:32,938 - to leave just this little piece of her everywhere she went. - Hmm. 380 00:23:33,072 --> 00:23:38,277 - So, I thought I could carry that tradition on for her. - Cool, I like that. 381 00:23:39,044 --> 00:23:40,145 What song... 382 00:23:40,979 --> 00:23:42,981 would you play at your funeral? 383 00:23:44,616 --> 00:23:46,652 "Life Is a Cabaret." 384 00:23:46,884 --> 00:23:49,854 - That actually doesn't shock me at all about you. - Yeah? 385 00:23:50,289 --> 00:23:52,291 You're like a drag queen on the inside. 386 00:23:52,424 --> 00:23:54,993 That's the best compliment I've ever got. 387 00:23:55,127 --> 00:23:57,696 - I do feel like there's a drag queen inside me. - It's a good compliment! 388 00:23:57,830 --> 00:23:59,798 It is a good compliment. You're like an inner showgirl. 389 00:23:59,932 --> 00:24:02,534 I can see you, like, in your casket with, like, a boa around you... 390 00:24:02,668 --> 00:24:05,237 - Pshaw! - ...with, like, glitter. I love it. 391 00:24:05,371 --> 00:24:07,406 Can I ask that same question to you? 392 00:24:07,539 --> 00:24:09,874 Uh, "Feelin' Alright" by Joe Cocker. 393 00:24:10,008 --> 00:24:12,311 - I mean, but... - Irony. I'm dead. 394 00:24:12,444 --> 00:24:15,247 - But you're not feel... I mean, I would think... - I'm not feeling anything. 395 00:24:15,381 --> 00:24:17,349 Which is feeling alright to me. 396 00:24:18,684 --> 00:24:21,453 - Alright, a way to take it down there, Junior. - Oh. 397 00:24:21,587 --> 00:24:24,022 - I think we're going to have the best funerals ever. - Right? 398 00:24:24,156 --> 00:24:26,658 - Well, let's not get dead today, okay? - Yeah, no, no, no, not today. 399 00:24:26,792 --> 00:24:28,560 I'll drive safe, I'll drive safe. 400 00:24:36,668 --> 00:24:39,805 Okay. Now, remember, we need sustenance, and we're on a budget. 401 00:24:40,272 --> 00:24:44,576 - Yes, Mom, but I'm going to go pee first. - Have fun! 402 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:55,920 Now, do here. 403 00:24:56,488 --> 00:24:58,957 You pay? 404 00:25:02,127 --> 00:25:03,395 - There. - Thank you. 405 00:25:18,577 --> 00:25:20,479 Fuck. 406 00:25:33,959 --> 00:25:35,929 - Thank you. - You need anything else? 407 00:25:36,061 --> 00:25:38,130 - No, I'm good. - Okay! 408 00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:50,843 Who put the fucking toilet so far away 409 00:25:50,976 --> 00:25:53,345 from the goddamn trash can? 410 00:26:03,989 --> 00:26:06,391 Oh... 411 00:26:15,801 --> 00:26:17,402 Fuck, fucking hands. 412 00:26:19,037 --> 00:26:22,341 Okay. 413 00:26:37,322 --> 00:26:39,725 Did it. 414 00:26:46,665 --> 00:26:47,766 Hey! 415 00:26:48,935 --> 00:26:50,068 What did you find out? 416 00:26:51,069 --> 00:26:52,137 Yeah. 417 00:26:52,771 --> 00:26:55,774 Okay. Well, I mean, do it, I guess. 418 00:26:55,908 --> 00:26:57,543 I mean, what choice do we have? 419 00:26:58,477 --> 00:27:01,446 Yeah... Hey, I got to go. 420 00:27:01,580 --> 00:27:03,849 I'm sorry. I... I just... I got to go. 421 00:27:03,983 --> 00:27:05,217 Alright. Bye. 422 00:27:05,918 --> 00:27:06,818 Hey! 423 00:27:07,519 --> 00:27:09,655 - What you doing? - Just work stuff. 424 00:27:09,788 --> 00:27:12,190 - Thanks for tampon. - No problem. 425 00:27:12,658 --> 00:27:14,726 It's just so stupid! 426 00:27:14,860 --> 00:27:17,362 I know it's stup... it's the perfect time! 427 00:27:19,731 --> 00:27:22,267 No, dude. You take my good mood, and this is what you do with it? 428 00:27:22,401 --> 00:27:24,536 - One more time! - Ugh, fine. 429 00:27:24,670 --> 00:27:26,772 I think we can get it. I think I can get it this time. 430 00:27:26,905 --> 00:27:29,274 - Alright. Sh... show me. - If I get it, will you get... 431 00:27:29,408 --> 00:27:31,343 If I get it right, can I have an ice cream cone? 432 00:27:31,577 --> 00:27:34,646 - Okay, Pam. - Thanks, Brenda. 433 00:27:34,780 --> 00:27:37,583 ♪ I sit and watch these people go to see ♪ 434 00:27:37,716 --> 00:27:40,485 ♪ A love that's soulless not for us, we don't care ♪ 435 00:27:40,619 --> 00:27:42,888 ♪ Make it work, polarize stay and play, advertise ♪ 436 00:27:43,022 --> 00:27:45,058 - ♪ Keep it cool, you us hey ♪ - That was pretty good. 437 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:47,492 ♪ I'll keep my ring you keep the church ♪ 438 00:27:47,626 --> 00:27:49,795 ♪ Take off my clothes and leave them ♪ 439 00:27:49,929 --> 00:27:51,697 ♪ Market shares build it right, itemize ♪ 440 00:27:51,830 --> 00:27:53,732 ♪ We don't care, play at night think it right ♪ 441 00:27:53,865 --> 00:27:55,867 ♪ Work at night, you us hey ♪ 442 00:27:56,568 --> 00:27:59,137 Wait, no... Okay, no! This is cheating! 443 00:27:59,271 --> 00:28:01,941 Second of all, you didn't even get the lyrics right with this, 444 00:28:02,075 --> 00:28:03,475 So, no! 445 00:28:04,610 --> 00:28:06,946 I'm sorry. A little hand dance was good. 446 00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:09,314 I... I can totally see it. 447 00:28:10,782 --> 00:28:15,120 ♪ Is getting rid of your petty shit ♪ 448 00:28:16,421 --> 00:28:17,723 ♪ Shit ♪ 449 00:28:21,793 --> 00:28:22,828 Perfect. 450 00:28:27,733 --> 00:28:30,469 ♪ You take the keys and drive me home ♪ 451 00:28:30,602 --> 00:28:32,771 ♪ I stay asleep and dream ♪ 452 00:28:32,904 --> 00:28:35,674 ♪ Bobby Jones, future friends lemon pies, holiday ♪ 453 00:28:35,807 --> 00:28:38,410 ♪ East 16s, metagames work it right, you us hey ♪ 454 00:28:38,543 --> 00:28:41,047 ♪ I see the waves you see the stars ♪ 455 00:28:41,213 --> 00:28:45,118 ...Then he brought those dudes everywhere! 456 00:28:45,250 --> 00:28:46,685 Oh, God. 457 00:28:47,419 --> 00:28:48,920 ♪ Work it right, you us hey ♪ 458 00:28:49,055 --> 00:28:52,758 ♪ Take me away to Tijuana ♪ 459 00:28:54,226 --> 00:28:58,064 ♪ I can't stay long I got to wander ♪ 460 00:28:58,563 --> 00:29:02,701 ♪ My weakness here I must admit ♪ 461 00:29:04,536 --> 00:29:08,573 ♪ Is getting rid of your petty shit ♪ 462 00:29:10,043 --> 00:29:11,209 ♪ Shit ♪ 463 00:29:11,343 --> 00:29:13,146 - See, you've got that part down! - Yes! 464 00:29:13,278 --> 00:29:15,180 ♪ You, you-you, you, you ♪ 465 00:29:15,313 --> 00:29:17,116 ♪ Du-du, du-du, du-du ♪ 466 00:29:17,249 --> 00:29:20,852 ♪ Du-du, du-du, du-du du-du, du-du ♪ 467 00:29:20,987 --> 00:29:24,023 ♪ You, you, you, you, you then, then, then ♪ 468 00:29:24,157 --> 00:29:25,757 ♪ You, you, da-da, da, da ♪ 469 00:29:25,891 --> 00:29:28,293 ♪ Da-da, da, da-da, da da-da, da, da-da, da ♪ 470 00:29:28,427 --> 00:29:31,563 ♪ Da-da, da, da-da, da work it right, you us hey ♪ 471 00:29:31,697 --> 00:29:35,434 ♪ Take me away to Tijuana♪ 472 00:29:36,868 --> 00:29:40,806 ♪ I can't stay long I got to wander ♪ 473 00:29:43,042 --> 00:29:43,976 Do you want a drink? 474 00:29:46,311 --> 00:29:48,181 Cousins ​​or, like, uncles? 475 00:29:48,346 --> 00:29:50,116 - Well, well. - What? 476 00:29:50,515 --> 00:29:52,250 You're not going to get that on this trip, 477 00:29:52,384 --> 00:29:53,919 okay? This isn't the kind of thing, 478 00:29:54,053 --> 00:29:56,055 where you're going to meet, like, 12 cousins and uncles 479 00:29:56,189 --> 00:30:01,359 and see, like, baby bath pictures when I was five. It's just my grandma. 480 00:30:02,028 --> 00:30:05,031 God, I don't know what it's like to be unchained from family. 481 00:30:05,897 --> 00:30:09,068 Not that I need chains to be with my family, they're great, 482 00:30:09,801 --> 00:30:14,706 but it must feel bizarre to feel not responsible to anyone. 483 00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:19,078 But you're not responsible. You don't have any kids. 484 00:30:19,212 --> 00:30:21,880 I have parents, old parents. 485 00:30:22,914 --> 00:30:25,017 Yeah, but you're not responsible for them. 486 00:30:25,383 --> 00:30:27,452 But I am. They took care of me. 487 00:30:28,154 --> 00:30:31,190 I mean, after the accident, I had to move back in with my parents, 488 00:30:31,323 --> 00:30:32,824 and I was almost 30 years old. 489 00:30:33,126 --> 00:30:35,228 They were mourning the loss of their daughter, 490 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:37,196 and their other daughter. 491 00:30:41,234 --> 00:30:43,468 I was a grown-ass woman, they didn't have to take care of me. 492 00:30:43,602 --> 00:30:44,870 But they did. 493 00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,107 They were really great. And when the doctors 494 00:30:48,241 --> 00:30:49,541 didn't believe my pain, they did. 495 00:30:50,375 --> 00:30:52,644 They said, "Junior, don't worry. We'll find you another doctor." 496 00:30:52,778 --> 00:30:54,013 And they never gave up. 497 00:30:55,847 --> 00:30:58,383 And yet I still have the weirdest fear 498 00:30:58,517 --> 00:31:00,418 of not being believed. 499 00:31:02,088 --> 00:31:07,826 Because existing in that space of not knowing fucking sucks. 500 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:08,860 Yeah. 501 00:31:09,929 --> 00:31:13,799 Well, your parents are very different from my parents. 502 00:31:15,168 --> 00:31:17,937 - I want to be a little honest about something. - Shoot. 503 00:31:18,770 --> 00:31:21,606 I'm kind of jealous of you... 504 00:31:21,740 --> 00:31:26,012 ...because you have this recognizable disease. 505 00:31:26,145 --> 00:31:28,281 - I know it's really gross to say. - No, no, no. 506 00:31:28,446 --> 00:31:29,915 - It's the alcohol. - I get it. I get it. 507 00:31:30,149 --> 00:31:33,885 - Human nature, grass is always greener, all that. - Yeah. 508 00:31:34,352 --> 00:31:38,024 But, hey, at least you didn't do that to yourself. 509 00:31:38,157 --> 00:31:40,525 - I mean... - Now, this... 510 00:31:41,426 --> 00:31:43,728 - That I think I did to myself. - Mm-mm. 511 00:31:44,529 --> 00:31:47,399 Pretty sure this isn't helping me. 512 00:31:47,899 --> 00:31:48,767 Hell, no. 513 00:31:49,434 --> 00:31:50,937 Fuck positivity! 514 00:31:52,205 --> 00:31:53,805 - Cheers to that. - Cheers. 515 00:31:55,674 --> 00:31:58,211 - Another round, Doran. - You bet, coming up. 516 00:32:01,147 --> 00:32:03,615 But, yeah, I mean, you can see, like, on my finger, 517 00:32:03,748 --> 00:32:06,018 like, little tiny pinpricks. It's like a little... 518 00:32:06,418 --> 00:32:08,420 little, uh, pin cushion. 519 00:32:08,553 --> 00:32:10,022 My stomach's a big pin cushion, 520 00:32:10,156 --> 00:32:12,524 and my fingers are like little pin cushions, but... 521 00:32:12,657 --> 00:32:14,492 That's a heck of a routine. 522 00:32:14,626 --> 00:32:16,528 Yeah, it's a lot of fun. 523 00:32:17,263 --> 00:32:20,099 - What's your routine? - I have to take my pills. 524 00:32:20,233 --> 00:32:23,336 - And it's... there's a lot of them. - Yeah. 525 00:32:25,704 --> 00:32:29,574 - Shit, girl. - That's... that's my daily pills. 526 00:32:29,841 --> 00:32:32,044 - They're huge. - Thank you. 527 00:32:32,178 --> 00:32:35,982 - And I'm going to have to take some pain pills too. - Ah, jeez. 528 00:32:36,514 --> 00:32:37,849 I'm going to need some breakfast, 529 00:32:37,984 --> 00:32:40,286 or I'm going to throw all of these pills up. 530 00:32:40,852 --> 00:32:43,622 - It's a good idea. I'll go get you an omelet. - Yeah. 531 00:32:56,468 --> 00:32:58,137 Would you like yours cooked in butter? 532 00:32:58,271 --> 00:33:00,739 So, okay, this drive, imagine walking this 533 00:33:00,872 --> 00:33:02,440 every day to get to the school bus. 534 00:33:02,574 --> 00:33:04,843 - That's what I had to do. - Oh, my God. 535 00:33:04,977 --> 00:33:07,346 - You want to know the weird part? - What? 536 00:33:07,913 --> 00:33:10,316 After my mom left and my dad died, 537 00:33:10,448 --> 00:33:13,152 I used to live with my grandma, and I kind of missed it. 538 00:33:13,919 --> 00:33:18,657 - Weird thought, maybe you just missed your family? - Maybe. 539 00:33:23,595 --> 00:33:26,598 Hate to break it to you, hon, but I think we're walking from here. 540 00:33:27,532 --> 00:33:28,667 Come on. 541 00:33:31,569 --> 00:33:33,538 - Yay! - Yeah. 542 00:33:33,672 --> 00:33:35,540 - I love walking. - "Yay" is right. 543 00:33:35,674 --> 00:33:38,077 - I need to get my stuff. Hold on. - Alright. 544 00:33:50,655 --> 00:33:54,193 You can tell this place used to be pretty. 545 00:33:54,327 --> 00:33:56,929 Please don't make this another metaphor for your body. 546 00:33:59,098 --> 00:34:02,034 It's a close fit. 547 00:34:04,903 --> 00:34:06,805 Over there, that's where my brother used to take me 548 00:34:06,939 --> 00:34:08,941 in his revved up Camaro and we did doughnuts. 549 00:34:09,075 --> 00:34:10,475 Oh, I loved it! 550 00:34:12,477 --> 00:34:13,511 I look forward to meeting him. 551 00:34:13,645 --> 00:34:15,414 You will. 552 00:34:16,248 --> 00:34:18,883 It's so crazy being back here. 553 00:34:25,191 --> 00:34:27,126 This is where you almost died? 554 00:34:27,792 --> 00:34:29,996 Yeah, it's... 555 00:34:30,595 --> 00:34:32,264 so much bigger than I remember. 556 00:34:32,965 --> 00:34:34,866 I mean, it used to be a creek, and... and when it was frozen, 557 00:34:35,001 --> 00:34:36,568 you could barely see underneath it. 558 00:34:37,836 --> 00:34:42,108 Man, if I were you, I would have so made out with that boy that saved me. 559 00:34:44,110 --> 00:34:45,744 Scary. 560 00:34:48,414 --> 00:34:50,016 It's definitely pleasant. 561 00:34:50,615 --> 00:34:54,552 - I think it's the definition of the word "pleasant." - That it is. 562 00:34:55,121 --> 00:34:57,256 I don't think I could do it all the time, though. 563 00:34:57,390 --> 00:34:59,158 I definitely couldn't live here. 564 00:34:59,791 --> 00:35:01,460 The way people don't want to live in California 565 00:35:01,593 --> 00:35:02,995 because of the constant sun. 566 00:35:03,429 --> 00:35:05,897 - Too much of a good thing... - ...is a better thing. 567 00:35:06,032 --> 00:35:07,133 Uh-huh. 568 00:35:13,973 --> 00:35:17,143 I'm the same age now as my mom was when she left. 569 00:35:21,613 --> 00:35:22,547 Shit. 570 00:35:23,482 --> 00:35:26,052 Time is dumb. I mean, according to social norms, 571 00:35:26,185 --> 00:35:28,720 I should have a kid in high school by now. 572 00:35:29,121 --> 00:35:32,124 Instead, I can barely hold a toothbrush. 573 00:35:38,730 --> 00:35:40,066 My body hurts. 574 00:35:41,067 --> 00:35:42,600 I need a fucking joint. 575 00:35:43,568 --> 00:35:45,071 I don't really want to get high. 576 00:35:46,038 --> 00:35:47,906 I just want the pain to go away. 577 00:35:49,375 --> 00:35:52,877 Well, hey, enjoy it. I have to pee. 578 00:35:53,645 --> 00:35:56,215 - Alright. - Enjoy nature and shit. 579 00:36:17,036 --> 00:36:19,205 Bet you never thought you'd see South Dakota. 580 00:36:24,343 --> 00:36:25,244 Miss you. 581 00:37:49,495 --> 00:37:50,895 What you doing? 582 00:37:53,132 --> 00:37:55,301 I buried this when I was a teenager. 583 00:37:55,833 --> 00:37:57,269 Can't believe it's still here. 584 00:37:57,403 --> 00:37:59,939 I can't believe you remembered where you buried it. 585 00:38:06,345 --> 00:38:07,879 A watch? 586 00:38:10,715 --> 00:38:12,151 A watch my mom gave me. 587 00:38:16,754 --> 00:38:19,458 Oh... I... 588 00:38:25,763 --> 00:38:26,999 Alright, let's motor. 589 00:38:30,703 --> 00:38:32,770 Oh, I got to get in the back seat. 590 00:38:32,904 --> 00:38:35,074 - I got to stretch out. - Dude, just wait till we stop. 591 00:38:35,207 --> 00:38:38,210 - No, it hurts now. It hurts now. - That's not safe. 592 00:38:38,344 --> 00:38:42,147 Is that a cow? Is that a cow? It's brown! 593 00:38:43,915 --> 00:38:45,451 I thought cows were black and white. 594 00:38:45,985 --> 00:38:47,219 Well, that's racist. 595 00:38:47,720 --> 00:38:51,991 I've only seen them on my plate, and they're delicious. 596 00:38:52,124 --> 00:38:53,891 Hey, did I ever tell you the cow story? 597 00:38:54,026 --> 00:38:57,563 - What cow story? - Oh, one minute it was, like, getting dark, 598 00:38:57,696 --> 00:38:59,764 and my mom was driving, and there was just a cow 599 00:38:59,897 --> 00:39:01,433 standing in the middle of the road. 600 00:39:01,567 --> 00:39:03,535 I was really young and there was, like, six of us in the car. 601 00:39:03,669 --> 00:39:05,604 I think we were coming back from, like, a movie or something. 602 00:39:05,738 --> 00:39:08,974 And she hit it, right? And it goes right up on the windshield. 603 00:39:09,108 --> 00:39:11,443 And I go under the dash and break my arm, 604 00:39:11,577 --> 00:39:15,180 and she goes under the windshield and she's pulling out, like, 605 00:39:15,314 --> 00:39:17,915 shards of glass for the next two years, it was crazy. 606 00:39:18,651 --> 00:39:20,918 That's the most Midwestern story I've ever heard in my life. 607 00:39:21,053 --> 00:39:22,521 Yeah, tell me about it. 608 00:39:31,463 --> 00:39:33,232 Okay, here we are. 609 00:39:33,699 --> 00:39:36,035 I love that they have keys. 610 00:39:37,002 --> 00:39:39,871 I have to lay down. 611 00:39:40,838 --> 00:39:43,108 - Okay. - All that farm walking. 612 00:39:43,976 --> 00:39:45,477 - My knee hurts. - Alright, lay down. 613 00:39:45,611 --> 00:39:47,413 I'll go get the rest of the stuff. 614 00:39:57,922 --> 00:39:59,458 - Hey, Miles. - Hey, kid. 615 00:39:59,591 --> 00:40:01,859 - What happened? - I called the number back. 616 00:40:01,994 --> 00:40:04,530 - Yeah? - It was a Vermont number. 617 00:40:04,663 --> 00:40:05,631 Vermont? 618 00:40:06,131 --> 00:40:07,466 That doesn't make any sense. 619 00:40:08,233 --> 00:40:10,536 - I know. - Okay? 620 00:40:11,437 --> 00:40:12,471 I found Mom. 621 00:40:13,972 --> 00:40:15,074 Shit. 622 00:40:16,175 --> 00:40:18,177 I booked us flights from Portland, 623 00:40:18,310 --> 00:40:20,379 so hurry up and get here, okay? 624 00:40:22,514 --> 00:40:23,415 Okay. 625 00:40:30,456 --> 00:40:35,794 ♪ 'Cause I know how it feels when you are low ♪ 626 00:40:35,928 --> 00:40:39,365 ♪ You hold me down when you are hurt ♪ 627 00:40:39,498 --> 00:40:43,569 ♪ I watch you fade away ♪ 628 00:40:45,838 --> 00:40:51,510 ♪ But you see what I hold inside of me ♪ 629 00:40:51,643 --> 00:40:55,381 ♪ You hurt yourself in spite of me ♪ 630 00:40:55,514 --> 00:40:58,617 ♪ And then you say my name ♪ 631 00:40:59,017 --> 00:41:04,922 ♪ And it all just sounds like ooh, ooh ♪ 632 00:41:05,057 --> 00:41:08,394 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 633 00:41:08,527 --> 00:41:11,096 ♪ When we're away from the crowd ♪ 634 00:41:12,030 --> 00:41:15,601 ♪ And the lights are coming down ♪ 635 00:41:16,402 --> 00:41:19,004 ♪ We're chasing the moon ♪ 636 00:41:20,506 --> 00:41:23,509 ♪ And the time is running out ♪ 637 00:41:24,076 --> 00:41:26,078 ♪ 'Cause I don't want to know what you did long ago ♪ 638 00:41:26,211 --> 00:41:29,615 ♪ Every time you disappear you're right back at my door ♪ 639 00:41:32,084 --> 00:41:34,019 ♪ We can make it together for worse or for better ♪ 640 00:41:34,153 --> 00:41:35,954 ♪ No matter the way I'll be coming back for more ♪ 641 00:41:36,088 --> 00:41:37,356 Oh, fuck it. Fuck it. 642 00:41:39,625 --> 00:41:45,731 ♪ 'Cause I know how it feels when you are low ♪ 643 00:41:45,864 --> 00:41:49,802 ♪ You hold me down when you are hurt ♪ 644 00:41:49,935 --> 00:41:53,038 ♪ I watch you fade away ♪ 645 00:41:53,505 --> 00:42:00,112 ♪ So what was I to do? Ooh ♪ 646 00:42:15,394 --> 00:42:16,395 Oh, fuck. 647 00:42:17,196 --> 00:42:18,697 Oh, fuck. Okay. 648 00:42:19,431 --> 00:42:22,367 We have to get up. We have to get up, come on. 649 00:42:23,068 --> 00:42:25,137 Up, up, up. Let's go. 650 00:42:26,271 --> 00:42:28,073 I can't. 651 00:42:28,540 --> 00:42:30,843 Okay, I know your period makes things worse, 652 00:42:30,976 --> 00:42:32,678 but what's your number? 653 00:42:35,514 --> 00:42:38,750 Number seven. I cannot make it to Grandma's. 654 00:42:39,184 --> 00:42:41,955 How late did you stay up after I went to sleep last night? 655 00:42:45,090 --> 00:42:47,192 So, you just decided to keep drinking? 656 00:42:47,459 --> 00:42:48,360 No. 657 00:42:50,896 --> 00:42:52,164 I don't need your judgment. 658 00:42:52,698 --> 00:42:54,466 I just needed the pain to stop, okay? 659 00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:57,636 No, I'm not judging. It just... 660 00:42:57,769 --> 00:42:59,872 It just seems counterproductive, is all. 661 00:43:01,073 --> 00:43:04,409 - Well, you're one to talk, pizza bitch. - Hey! 662 00:43:05,077 --> 00:43:08,447 There's no need to name-call. I'm just trying to get us going. 663 00:43:09,147 --> 00:43:10,215 God. 664 00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:31,136 I get up at five o'clock to walk 13 blocks to church, 665 00:43:31,270 --> 00:43:34,640 and then I walk home 17 blocks to my apartment. 666 00:43:34,773 --> 00:43:37,342 And then the rest of the day, we go to a movie 667 00:43:37,476 --> 00:43:41,981 or just do some shopping, or we go out to eat. 668 00:43:42,581 --> 00:43:45,050 - I'm glad you're staying active. - I have to be busy. 669 00:43:45,183 --> 00:43:47,786 Yeah. So, uh... 670 00:43:48,353 --> 00:43:50,355 I went to the old farm yesterday. 671 00:43:51,123 --> 00:43:53,492 - Been so many years. - I... it has been. 672 00:43:54,994 --> 00:43:57,262 You know, when Mom left, she, uh... 673 00:43:59,032 --> 00:44:01,166 She left me something of yours. 674 00:44:02,969 --> 00:44:04,202 And I hid it. 675 00:44:04,903 --> 00:44:06,104 I don't know why I just... 676 00:44:07,372 --> 00:44:09,508 I just did and, um... 677 00:44:12,311 --> 00:44:14,713 I, uh... back when I was at the farm, I... 678 00:44:15,347 --> 00:44:16,448 I dug it up. 679 00:44:18,317 --> 00:44:21,119 I'm just... I think you should have it back. 680 00:44:24,289 --> 00:44:26,124 This is from my mother... 681 00:44:27,125 --> 00:44:28,760 for my birthday, one year. 682 00:44:31,363 --> 00:44:32,598 Sorry, grandma. 683 00:44:34,968 --> 00:44:36,535 So good to have it back. 684 00:44:37,903 --> 00:44:41,106 I've been thinking about this watch for so long, and... 685 00:44:43,208 --> 00:44:45,310 I don't need it anymore because... 686 00:44:46,378 --> 00:44:47,846 Miles found Mom. 687 00:44:50,182 --> 00:44:52,284 And I think I want to go see her. 688 00:44:53,218 --> 00:44:54,252 I miss my daughter. 689 00:44:55,054 --> 00:44:58,557 I hope she's nice to you, and I hope she realizes 690 00:44:58,690 --> 00:45:00,626 what a precious gift she has, 691 00:45:01,793 --> 00:45:04,529 because you are just a precious gift. 692 00:45:04,998 --> 00:45:06,331 And look, you were... 693 00:45:07,432 --> 00:45:10,970 more than a mom to me, in the few years that you took care of me. 694 00:45:11,837 --> 00:45:14,339 I just need to know why. I need to know what happened, 695 00:45:14,473 --> 00:45:16,141 what she was thinking. 696 00:45:16,274 --> 00:45:18,443 I just... I just need to understand. 697 00:45:25,150 --> 00:45:26,618 I love you, grandma. 698 00:45:27,219 --> 00:45:28,320 Thank you. 699 00:45:30,422 --> 00:45:32,091 Thank you for everything. 700 00:45:32,758 --> 00:45:34,526 I love you so much. 701 00:45:38,830 --> 00:45:40,499 - Hey. - Hey. 702 00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,903 - How was grandma's? - Uh, it... it was fine. 703 00:45:45,203 --> 00:45:46,438 - It was fine. Uh... - Good. 704 00:45:46,571 --> 00:45:48,774 - Alright, you ready? - Yes. 705 00:45:49,307 --> 00:45:51,810 - Let's get it over with. - Yeah, DMV. 706 00:45:51,944 --> 00:45:54,312 - Okay... - Then Portland. 707 00:45:54,446 --> 00:45:56,782 - Portland! Yeah. - Yeah. 708 00:45:57,215 --> 00:45:58,684 Okay. 709 00:46:02,121 --> 00:46:03,588 I got it, bitch! 710 00:46:04,222 --> 00:46:06,291 - Good! - Let's go to Portland! 711 00:46:06,425 --> 00:46:08,326 - Portland! - Yes! 712 00:46:08,460 --> 00:46:10,429 - No... - Sorry I was a dick this morning. 713 00:46:14,833 --> 00:46:17,103 South Dakota just does something to me, man. 714 00:46:17,836 --> 00:46:20,238 - I get it. I love you. - Thank you. 715 00:46:20,372 --> 00:46:22,942 - I love you, too. - Let's go to Portland! 716 00:46:23,076 --> 00:46:26,912 Let's go to Portland! Let's go to Portland! 717 00:46:27,046 --> 00:46:28,613 Let's go to Portland! 718 00:46:28,747 --> 00:46:30,282 - Let's... - Let's get out of South Dakota! 719 00:46:30,415 --> 00:46:32,185 Let's go to Portland! 720 00:46:49,936 --> 00:46:55,440 ♪ I don't know what makes you cry ♪ 721 00:46:56,742 --> 00:47:00,012 ♪ You know I never did ♪ 722 00:47:01,214 --> 00:47:04,282 ♪ You know I never did ♪ 723 00:47:07,186 --> 00:47:13,625 ♪ And I can't see what makes you smile ♪ 724 00:47:14,392 --> 00:47:16,963 ♪ You know I never did ♪ 725 00:47:18,497 --> 00:47:21,266 ♪ You know I never did ♪ 726 00:47:22,935 --> 00:47:26,939 ♪ We're only seconds from the stars ♪ 727 00:47:27,173 --> 00:47:31,510 ♪ We're only roaming through the dark ♪ 728 00:47:31,743 --> 00:47:35,447 ♪ We're always looking for a new dimension ♪ 729 00:47:35,580 --> 00:47:38,951 ♪ A lightspeed vision in us ♪ 730 00:47:42,788 --> 00:47:45,857 Alright, let's... let's see what this song is about. 731 00:47:46,558 --> 00:47:48,560 I'm playing this damn thing. 732 00:47:51,696 --> 00:47:54,733 ♪ I sit and watch these people go to see ♪ 733 00:47:54,866 --> 00:47:59,638 - ♪ A love that's soulless not for us, we don't care ♪ - God damn it! 734 00:48:00,106 --> 00:48:03,809 ♪ My weakness here I must admit ♪ 735 00:48:05,244 --> 00:48:09,848 ♪ Is getting rid of your petty shit ♪ 736 00:48:11,083 --> 00:48:12,118 ♪ Shit ♪ 737 00:48:13,219 --> 00:48:16,621 Alright, Veronica. It's pretty good, actually. 738 00:48:22,128 --> 00:48:26,132 ♪ We're only seconds from the stars ♪ 739 00:48:26,265 --> 00:48:30,802 ♪ We're only roaming through the dark ♪ 740 00:48:30,937 --> 00:48:34,739 ♪ We're always looking for a new dimension ♪ 741 00:48:34,873 --> 00:48:38,476 ♪ A lightspeed vision in us ♪ 742 00:48:39,644 --> 00:48:44,083 ♪ We're only searching for a sound ♪ 743 00:48:44,217 --> 00:48:48,187 ♪ We're always losing what we found ♪ 744 00:48:48,321 --> 00:48:52,291 ♪ We're always looking for a new dimension ♪ 745 00:48:52,424 --> 00:48:55,827 ♪ A lightspeed vision in us ♪ 746 00:49:24,323 --> 00:49:26,325 Shit! 747 00:49:26,892 --> 00:49:28,827 Why? 748 00:49:28,961 --> 00:49:32,497 God! God, have you been holding onto that since Salt Lake? 749 00:49:34,233 --> 00:49:35,567 Camera share! 750 00:49:38,470 --> 00:49:42,208 ♪ ...the dark We're always looking... ♪ 751 00:49:42,341 --> 00:49:44,442 One, two, three... 752 00:49:46,478 --> 00:49:47,479 - Did it work? - Get... 753 00:49:47,913 --> 00:49:49,614 You have to jump higher than that. 754 00:49:50,582 --> 00:49:52,151 - One more time. - Okay, alright. 755 00:49:52,285 --> 00:49:54,253 - Hold the girls. Hold Thelma and Louise. - Ready? 756 00:49:54,387 --> 00:49:55,720 Ready? Alright. 757 00:49:56,088 --> 00:49:57,722 One, two, three... 758 00:50:00,792 --> 00:50:02,128 Alright, thank you so much. 759 00:50:02,794 --> 00:50:04,796 Alright, let's see how they turned out. 760 00:50:06,399 --> 00:50:09,567 Oh, my God! 761 00:50:09,701 --> 00:50:12,271 We're a mess. 762 00:50:13,940 --> 00:50:16,108 - Which one does he live in? Miles! - I think it's 670. 763 00:50:16,242 --> 00:50:19,045 Stop screaming down the halls like a banshee. 764 00:50:19,178 --> 00:50:20,346 People live here. 765 00:50:21,213 --> 00:50:24,150 - Miles! Oh, my God! - Hey! 766 00:50:24,283 --> 00:50:27,386 - There she is! - How have you been? What is this situation? 767 00:50:27,519 --> 00:50:30,156 - Um, well, I shaved it off, um... - Oh, God! 768 00:50:30,289 --> 00:50:32,124 - Look at you. - Ugh... 769 00:50:32,258 --> 00:50:33,392 - This is Junior. - Hi. 770 00:50:33,525 --> 00:50:34,659 Junior, nice to finally meet you. 771 00:50:34,793 --> 00:50:36,761 Oh, I can't really shake, but a hug? 772 00:50:37,363 --> 00:50:40,099 That's right. Yeah, I forgot about the... the arms. 773 00:50:40,232 --> 00:50:43,868 - I heard all about them. - Yeah, I have arms. 774 00:50:44,337 --> 00:50:46,973 No, I mean, she told me all about the... 775 00:50:47,106 --> 00:50:48,174 - Issues? - Yeah. 776 00:50:48,307 --> 00:50:49,574 Yeah. 777 00:50:49,708 --> 00:50:52,544 Yeah, that's not uncomfortable. 778 00:50:52,677 --> 00:50:55,247 I have complex regional pain syndrome, type two. 779 00:50:56,481 --> 00:50:57,649 Yeah. 780 00:50:59,718 --> 00:51:01,886 Congratulations? 781 00:51:02,021 --> 00:51:03,555 - Thank you. - Yeah. 782 00:51:04,190 --> 00:51:05,324 Mads has diabetes. 783 00:51:05,458 --> 00:51:06,858 I do? 784 00:51:07,426 --> 00:51:11,030 - Yeah. - This is huge! 785 00:51:11,163 --> 00:51:14,066 Alright. Make yourself at home. Whatever you guys want, um... 786 00:51:14,532 --> 00:51:16,035 Throw your stuff anywhere. 787 00:51:16,168 --> 00:51:17,236 Drinks? 788 00:51:20,538 --> 00:51:23,808 Fuck, man. I can't believe you live in this place. 789 00:51:23,943 --> 00:51:27,146 I mean, you are adulting so good. Like, too good. 790 00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:30,383 What is it you do for a living? 791 00:51:30,782 --> 00:51:32,018 Software engineer. 792 00:51:33,651 --> 00:51:34,552 Oh. 793 00:51:35,321 --> 00:51:37,522 What about you? What do you do, Junior? 794 00:51:39,591 --> 00:51:41,726 I survive. 795 00:51:41,860 --> 00:51:43,496 Okay, she's being dramatic. 796 00:51:43,628 --> 00:51:44,829 She writes greeting cards. 797 00:51:44,964 --> 00:51:46,765 - Oh, neat. - Mm. 798 00:51:47,400 --> 00:51:50,036 I'm a struggling writer with the funk hands. 799 00:51:51,237 --> 00:51:54,706 - How poetic. - Indeed... 800 00:51:54,839 --> 00:51:57,243 I mean, what is life without some struggle? 801 00:51:57,376 --> 00:52:00,779 - No... - Oh, so they're nihilistic greeting cards. 802 00:52:00,912 --> 00:52:02,348 It's a big market for that. 803 00:52:02,747 --> 00:52:04,950 It's huge. It's huge, I'm really rich. 804 00:52:07,786 --> 00:52:09,821 Hey, thanks for letting us stay here. 805 00:52:09,955 --> 00:52:11,723 This is a really bitching place. 806 00:52:12,124 --> 00:52:13,758 You guys are always welcome. 807 00:52:14,193 --> 00:52:16,495 Plus, I would do anything in the world for this little water egg. 808 00:52:16,628 --> 00:52:18,330 No... 809 00:52:18,763 --> 00:52:20,899 I'm not so little anymore. 810 00:52:22,234 --> 00:52:24,303 It's good to see you again. 811 00:52:26,138 --> 00:52:29,408 ♪ Without a name to hold you down ♪ 812 00:52:29,542 --> 00:52:33,012 ♪ Without a face to keep you bound ♪ 813 00:52:33,145 --> 00:52:38,817 ♪ Where the sky is a magnolia parade ♪ 814 00:52:40,019 --> 00:52:42,787 ♪ You'll fly away ♪ 815 00:52:46,624 --> 00:52:50,062 ♪ You'll fly away ♪ 816 00:52:54,599 --> 00:53:00,473 ♪ Blooming bruises couldn't answer ♪ 817 00:53:01,407 --> 00:53:07,246 ♪ Black and blue you were a canvas ♪ 818 00:53:16,055 --> 00:53:18,290 I think she cried herself to sleep last night. 819 00:53:20,126 --> 00:53:24,396 I don't know how I can look her in the eye and tell her, she's going to be heartbroken. 820 00:53:24,863 --> 00:53:26,932 You two are honest with each other, right? 821 00:53:28,534 --> 00:53:29,701 Mostly. 822 00:53:30,802 --> 00:53:32,037 What have you told her? 823 00:53:35,341 --> 00:53:37,309 - Nothing. - Mads... 824 00:53:38,910 --> 00:53:41,580 - I know, I know. - You know what? You're avoiding. 825 00:53:41,713 --> 00:53:44,016 I'm avoiding, I get it. Thank you. 826 00:53:46,519 --> 00:53:47,785 I mean, I'm just... 827 00:53:48,521 --> 00:53:51,524 I mean, she's only heard me bitch about Mom, you know? 828 00:53:51,656 --> 00:53:54,792 Like that, "My mom left me, so she's worse than your mom." 829 00:53:54,926 --> 00:53:56,028 All that stuff. 830 00:53:56,495 --> 00:53:59,131 I don't think she's going to get why I need to see her. 831 00:54:03,735 --> 00:54:07,072 Okay, what's the story with the arms? 832 00:54:09,674 --> 00:54:10,609 Alright. 833 00:54:11,644 --> 00:54:15,047 She and her sister were taking, like, a road trip from LA to Portland. 834 00:54:15,181 --> 00:54:18,384 Like a sister vacation thing. 835 00:54:19,084 --> 00:54:23,721 And... they got into a car accident, and her sister died. 836 00:54:24,456 --> 00:54:27,393 And Junior, she broke a bunch of bones 837 00:54:27,526 --> 00:54:30,563 and had to have surgery on her arms, 838 00:54:30,695 --> 00:54:33,098 and... 839 00:54:33,232 --> 00:54:35,568 ...that resulted in this chronic pain disorder and... 840 00:54:36,569 --> 00:54:40,639 chronic pain, something, something syndrome. 841 00:54:40,772 --> 00:54:43,442 She... she calls it CRPS. 842 00:54:45,511 --> 00:54:47,446 - Fuck. - Yeah. 843 00:54:50,616 --> 00:54:52,850 I was also driving that car. 844 00:54:53,485 --> 00:54:58,390 Uh, morning! I just... I was telling Miles about your arms. 845 00:54:58,524 --> 00:55:01,293 - You know, that's weird brunch conversation. - Yeah, yeah. 846 00:55:01,427 --> 00:55:03,795 Do you want some death with your eggs? 847 00:55:04,396 --> 00:55:06,966 - Maybe some chronic pain? - Just coffee. 848 00:55:07,099 --> 00:55:09,435 Oof, I like coffee. 849 00:55:11,070 --> 00:55:12,904 - You got it. - Thanks. 850 00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:16,709 So, how did you sleep? 851 00:55:17,042 --> 00:55:20,179 - Surprisingly well. - On the floor? 852 00:55:20,312 --> 00:55:23,182 I know, weird. Body hurts a little bit, 853 00:55:23,315 --> 00:55:25,317 but I don't know. 854 00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:30,389 - You have good floors. - I'm sure you say that to all the boys. 855 00:55:30,522 --> 00:55:34,126 Ah, it's like he knows me already. 856 00:55:35,561 --> 00:55:38,097 So anyway... I know there's a lot of things 857 00:55:38,230 --> 00:55:40,065 you want to do in Portland, uh, but I have to grab a shower. 858 00:55:40,199 --> 00:55:43,035 Wash this messy hair, so... 859 00:55:43,168 --> 00:55:45,137 - Thank God. - Yeah. 860 00:55:48,507 --> 00:55:50,842 So, Portland. How long have you lived here? 861 00:55:51,443 --> 00:55:54,413 Seven years. The city's been good to me. 862 00:55:54,779 --> 00:55:56,715 What about you? Your first visit? 863 00:55:56,848 --> 00:56:01,086 Technically, yes. That... that whole car wreck thing she was telling you about. 864 00:56:01,220 --> 00:56:03,722 My sister and I were on our way to Portland. 865 00:56:04,256 --> 00:56:06,725 She was really obsessed with this city and wanted to see it. 866 00:56:07,159 --> 00:56:08,594 We didn't quite make it. 867 00:56:09,161 --> 00:56:10,729 I'm kind of here for her. 868 00:56:11,263 --> 00:56:13,465 Wait, that wasn't your question, um... 869 00:56:13,999 --> 00:56:17,336 To answer your question, yes. This is my first time here. 870 00:56:18,504 --> 00:56:19,571 Yeah. 871 00:56:21,940 --> 00:56:23,875 I'm sorry about your sister. 872 00:56:26,011 --> 00:56:27,746 I can't imagine losing Mads. 873 00:56:29,148 --> 00:56:33,319 Yeah, Mads is special. She's been a really good friend to me. 874 00:56:33,452 --> 00:56:35,788 - You raised her right. - Oh, we raised each other. 875 00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:38,123 - I'm only five years older. - Only? 876 00:56:38,257 --> 00:56:40,693 Veronica and I were five years apart. I was older. 877 00:56:41,226 --> 00:56:43,962 We had great parents and I still feel like I raised her. 878 00:56:44,330 --> 00:56:46,765 You know, I think it's just this older sibling thing. 879 00:56:46,898 --> 00:56:48,300 - You know what I mean? - Yeah. Yeah. 880 00:56:48,567 --> 00:56:51,170 Responsibility's kind of driven into us, huh? 881 00:56:51,303 --> 00:56:52,304 Exactly. 882 00:56:55,541 --> 00:56:57,576 Hey, um, Junior? 883 00:56:58,477 --> 00:57:00,579 You aren't even in the shower yet! 884 00:57:00,713 --> 00:57:04,516 Yeah, I know. Um, can I talk to you in the bedroom? 885 00:57:05,517 --> 00:57:08,420 - Tampon situation? - No! That's all you, babe. 886 00:57:08,787 --> 00:57:10,289 Excuse me. 887 00:57:17,529 --> 00:57:19,932 Oh, my goodness. What's up, Care Bear? 888 00:57:20,065 --> 00:57:21,633 Well... 889 00:57:23,102 --> 00:57:24,636 Okay, um... 890 00:57:30,075 --> 00:57:32,177 Miles found my mom. 891 00:57:32,877 --> 00:57:34,246 Oh... 892 00:57:34,847 --> 00:57:38,450 - I didn't know you were looking for her. - Miles did the looking. 893 00:57:39,251 --> 00:57:42,087 - Where is she? - Vermont. 894 00:57:42,688 --> 00:57:45,391 - Vermont? Why is she in Vermont? - I don't know. 895 00:57:45,524 --> 00:57:47,892 - Do you have family in Vermont? - I don't know. 896 00:57:48,427 --> 00:57:51,296 Miles thinks that I need to face her. 897 00:57:51,430 --> 00:57:55,934 And so, he... he booked a plane ticket, and... 898 00:57:56,935 --> 00:57:58,270 I'm going to go see her. 899 00:57:59,204 --> 00:58:02,441 Wow. M... Mads, that's huge. 900 00:58:02,574 --> 00:58:03,908 When are you going? 901 00:58:06,712 --> 00:58:08,514 Tomorrow, at noon. 902 00:58:10,315 --> 00:58:13,786 What? Are you fucking kidding me? 903 00:58:13,918 --> 00:58:17,356 - Junior, I'm sorry. - We're 1,000 miles from LA, Mads! 904 00:58:17,489 --> 00:58:19,691 Junior, I know that. I know that. I'm so sorry. 905 00:58:19,825 --> 00:58:22,761 - I just... - Why can't you wait till we get back to LA, 906 00:58:22,895 --> 00:58:26,064 - then go to Vermont? - I get it. But look, I know you think my jobs are stupid. 907 00:58:26,198 --> 00:58:29,968 Okay? But... but I need them to pay my bills, 908 00:58:30,102 --> 00:58:31,970 and I can't get any more time off. 909 00:58:32,438 --> 00:58:36,475 Alright, even I know that's bullshit, but... 910 00:58:39,912 --> 00:58:42,714 It's now or never. Okay? Because... 911 00:58:43,315 --> 00:58:46,618 if I don't do it now, I never will. 912 00:58:47,052 --> 00:58:49,054 And I need to know why, okay? It... 913 00:58:49,188 --> 00:58:52,291 It's the same as this trip for you and Veronica. You know, you have to heal... 914 00:58:52,424 --> 00:58:55,427 - It is not the same! - Yes, it is! Okay? It doesn't matter 915 00:58:55,561 --> 00:58:58,030 the catalyst for hurting, the healing is the same. 916 00:58:58,163 --> 00:59:01,700 Ugh, I don't want your fortune cookie shit, save it for your mommy. 917 00:59:01,834 --> 00:59:05,037 Oh, Junior, come on! Stop! I know this sucks, 918 00:59:05,170 --> 00:59:06,738 but why are you so mad at me about this? 919 00:59:06,872 --> 00:59:10,309 Because you're abandoning me, when I need you the most! 920 00:59:10,442 --> 00:59:12,377 This whole trip has been about you! 921 00:59:12,511 --> 00:59:15,247 I didn't even go to the library, because of you! 922 00:59:15,380 --> 00:59:18,617 - What library? - In Salt Lake City. 923 00:59:20,285 --> 00:59:24,857 Oh... I... I didn't get that that meant so much to you, 924 00:59:24,990 --> 00:59:27,526 - I'm sorry. - Whatever. You're just like everybody else. 925 00:59:27,659 --> 00:59:31,530 Everybody who? Who else? And you can't say your parents. 926 00:59:31,663 --> 00:59:34,867 Oh, you're one to talk, little girl. 927 00:59:35,234 --> 00:59:40,606 Look, Junior. I think that you use me as a crutch. You don't need me. 928 00:59:41,206 --> 00:59:43,242 I didn't know Veronica, and maybe... 929 00:59:43,375 --> 00:59:45,577 and maybe it makes more sense that you do this alone. 930 00:59:45,711 --> 00:59:49,915 I can't believe you're turning this around like, "Oh, it's a great idea to do it alone." 931 00:59:50,048 --> 00:59:53,285 - It has nothing to do with your selfish agenda! - My selfish agenda? 932 00:59:53,418 --> 00:59:56,522 This has to do with my mom, who's alive, by the way. 933 00:59:57,022 --> 00:59:59,157 - Bring it back in, Mads. - No, don't. 934 00:59:59,291 --> 01:00:01,527 - She's acting like a child. - So are you. 935 01:00:03,829 --> 01:00:05,330 Whose side are you on? 936 01:00:05,932 --> 01:00:08,233 Don't do that, alright? You sound like Mom right now. 937 01:00:08,367 --> 01:00:11,770 Are you just going to swing from left to right on the pendulum, just like that? 938 01:00:14,606 --> 01:00:16,675 Look, I think you should apologize, okay? 939 01:00:17,910 --> 01:00:19,979 Don't you? 940 01:00:20,913 --> 01:00:24,583 - No, Junior, just stop. Stop, okay? Wait. - Nope. 941 01:00:26,151 --> 01:00:28,053 What, you're just going to let her leave? 942 01:00:28,186 --> 01:00:29,821 Obviously she needs to cool off. 943 01:00:29,956 --> 01:00:31,123 If I go after her, 944 01:00:31,256 --> 01:00:32,891 we're just going to yell at each other. 945 01:00:33,325 --> 01:00:36,361 She just... needs her alone time. 946 01:00:37,964 --> 01:00:39,298 Yeah, don't we all. 947 01:01:01,553 --> 01:01:05,724 ♪ And it's so lovely when you're lonely ♪ 948 01:01:06,025 --> 01:01:09,528 ♪ 'Cause you call me and you smell like ♪ 949 01:01:09,661 --> 01:01:14,132 ♪ Purple poppies when they're blooming ♪ 950 01:01:14,266 --> 01:01:19,939 ♪ Can I pick you? I will be your queen of the west ♪ 951 01:01:20,073 --> 01:01:22,341 ♪ I'll keep your heart in a chest ♪ 952 01:01:22,474 --> 01:01:24,543 ♪ So take me out of my dress ♪ 953 01:01:24,910 --> 01:01:28,680 Well, V... we made it. 954 01:01:30,415 --> 01:01:31,650 The tiniest park. 955 01:01:36,822 --> 01:01:38,457 In the middle of a road. 956 01:01:40,726 --> 01:01:42,761 I don't know why you found this so charming. 957 01:01:54,306 --> 01:01:55,641 I brought you something. 958 01:01:58,377 --> 01:01:59,911 I brought you Dorothy. 959 01:02:04,549 --> 01:02:06,785 I know she was your first. 960 01:02:08,453 --> 01:02:10,222 And now she's going to be your last. 961 01:02:14,726 --> 01:02:16,996 ♪ You know, in space there's no cars ♪ 962 01:02:17,629 --> 01:02:22,135 ♪ Now you see it makes my toes warm ♪ 963 01:02:22,601 --> 01:02:24,636 ♪ When we cuddle ♪ 964 01:02:24,770 --> 01:02:28,874 ♪ So high like an acrobatic bubble ♪ 965 01:02:30,143 --> 01:02:31,677 I miss you. 966 01:02:32,277 --> 01:02:35,247 ♪ ...it's a one-time ride Can you hear me... ♪ 967 01:02:35,380 --> 01:02:37,249 This place is a little bit charming. 968 01:02:38,417 --> 01:02:39,518 I get it. 969 01:02:41,154 --> 01:02:43,255 ♪ Let the water inside ♪ 970 01:02:43,388 --> 01:02:45,457 ♪ Can you hear me? ♪ 971 01:02:45,590 --> 01:02:47,526 ♪ I will sleep tonight ♪ 972 01:02:47,659 --> 01:02:54,633 ♪ Can you hear me? ♪ 973 01:02:56,668 --> 01:03:03,475 ♪ Can you hear me? ♪ 974 01:03:06,979 --> 01:03:10,682 ♪ Oh, oh, we're, oh we're, we're, oh ♪ 975 01:03:10,816 --> 01:03:13,852 ♪ Oh, oh, we're, oh... ♪ 976 01:03:19,591 --> 01:03:22,394 At least you got that, I never even got a phone call. 977 01:03:22,962 --> 01:03:25,031 Why aren't you more angry about that? 978 01:03:25,397 --> 01:03:26,531 Because I don't care. 979 01:03:27,100 --> 01:03:29,601 Alright? She left me when I was a grown-ass man. 980 01:03:29,735 --> 01:03:31,703 I wasn't a teenager like you. 981 01:03:32,671 --> 01:03:35,373 I knew from the moment that she put us in that car 982 01:03:35,507 --> 01:03:37,977 that one night, to go chase after, uh... 983 01:03:38,111 --> 01:03:40,812 - What was his n... the guy with the... Tony. - The guy... Tony. 984 01:03:41,279 --> 01:03:43,815 - With that ugly red hat he wears around. - Yes! 985 01:03:43,950 --> 01:03:46,551 Oh, my God. What did it say? It had something about, like... 986 01:03:46,685 --> 01:03:49,387 - Konkey Donk on it or something. - I... it was some bar, or some... 987 01:03:49,521 --> 01:03:52,858 - I don't know. - Oh, God. Oh, I hated that hat. 988 01:03:53,792 --> 01:03:57,063 Yeah, I knew way back then that she would never put us first. 989 01:03:57,496 --> 01:03:58,931 It was always going to be her. 990 01:04:00,465 --> 01:04:02,400 I'm glad you decided to do this. 991 01:04:04,137 --> 01:04:07,773 Just... be prepared to be disappointed. 992 01:04:13,545 --> 01:04:16,048 I hope Junior is okay. 993 01:04:16,548 --> 01:04:18,050 She's not texting me back. 994 01:04:19,718 --> 01:04:21,954 I assume this is your biggest fight ever, huh? 995 01:04:22,255 --> 01:04:23,522 Yeah. 996 01:04:25,158 --> 01:04:26,424 It'll be okay. 997 01:04:29,728 --> 01:04:32,531 I hope so. 998 01:04:32,932 --> 01:04:35,968 - Junior, I... I am so sorry. - Uh-uh. 999 01:04:40,472 --> 01:04:41,873 I have a question. 1000 01:04:43,009 --> 01:04:44,043 O... okay. 1001 01:04:49,414 --> 01:04:50,682 Shoot. 1002 01:04:54,719 --> 01:04:56,588 Did you know in South Dakota? 1003 01:05:01,660 --> 01:05:03,728 How could you know in South Dakota? 1004 01:05:03,862 --> 01:05:06,165 How could you travel 1,200 miles with me, 1005 01:05:06,299 --> 01:05:09,734 just sitting next to me, knowing you were about to dump me? 1006 01:05:09,868 --> 01:05:12,205 It's not like that, okay? It's not... like I said, 1007 01:05:12,337 --> 01:05:14,639 I didn't know that that Miles was going to go look for her. 1008 01:05:14,773 --> 01:05:17,609 - I didn't know that he was going to find her and... - I just thought our friendship, 1009 01:05:17,742 --> 01:05:20,445 and our relationship as friends was past you lying. 1010 01:05:21,446 --> 01:05:24,683 - I don't know who you are. - Okay, at the beginning of the trip, 1011 01:05:24,816 --> 01:05:26,953 I didn't know any of this was going to happen, okay? 1012 01:05:27,086 --> 01:05:29,888 But now that it has, I have to try. 1013 01:05:31,224 --> 01:05:34,093 I need... I need to look her in the eyes, okay? 1014 01:05:34,227 --> 01:05:36,628 I need to ask her why, and I need to just... 1015 01:05:37,196 --> 01:05:40,765 I need to yell at her. I need to get out of this... 1016 01:05:40,899 --> 01:05:43,568 this in-between place between being a teenager, an adult 1017 01:05:43,702 --> 01:05:45,704 and wherever I am, okay? 1018 01:05:46,272 --> 01:05:48,941 You know that... that space that you were in, 1019 01:05:49,075 --> 01:05:51,043 where... when you were being diagnosed, 1020 01:05:51,177 --> 01:05:54,981 those two years where you had all those unanswered questions. 1021 01:05:55,982 --> 01:05:58,117 I haven't seen this woman for ten years, 1022 01:05:58,251 --> 01:06:00,719 and I've had ten years of unanswered questions. 1023 01:06:00,852 --> 01:06:04,123 I can't believe you're going to minimize my own pain and suffering, 1024 01:06:04,257 --> 01:06:07,126 - just to justify your own. That's gross! - No... 1025 01:06:07,260 --> 01:06:10,329 No, that's... I don't... that's not what I'm saying, okay? 1026 01:06:10,462 --> 01:06:13,832 That's not... I'm get... this is coming out all wrong. 1027 01:06:13,966 --> 01:06:16,835 I don't mean to minimize what you're going through, okay? 1028 01:06:16,969 --> 01:06:19,771 I just... 1029 01:06:24,076 --> 01:06:27,013 I wouldn't have been able to do this three years ago, okay? 1030 01:06:27,146 --> 01:06:30,749 I wouldn't have been able to even talk to that woman, much less see her. 1031 01:06:31,284 --> 01:06:33,585 Okay? I can't imagine what you go through, 1032 01:06:33,718 --> 01:06:35,754 and you have to be so strong to do what you do 1033 01:06:35,887 --> 01:06:38,057 on a day-to-day basis, and... 1034 01:06:40,393 --> 01:06:44,496 It sounds stupid, but I wouldn't have been able to do this without you. 1035 01:06:47,033 --> 01:06:48,034 Mads... 1036 01:06:50,102 --> 01:06:52,204 I don't want to stand in your way. 1037 01:06:54,373 --> 01:06:56,976 I just don't know why you have to abandon me. 1038 01:06:59,378 --> 01:07:01,546 I'm not abandoning you. 1039 01:07:03,648 --> 01:07:05,117 You don't need me. 1040 01:07:06,018 --> 01:07:08,486 I know that you think you do, but you don't. 1041 01:07:12,224 --> 01:07:13,259 You're right. 1042 01:07:13,993 --> 01:07:16,062 I don't need you. 1043 01:07:17,330 --> 01:07:18,697 You're just a kid. 1044 01:07:20,266 --> 01:07:21,167 Wow. 1045 01:07:23,035 --> 01:07:24,070 Okay. 1046 01:07:50,895 --> 01:07:53,165 I don't want to get in the middle of this thing, but... 1047 01:07:53,732 --> 01:07:56,068 I just know that Mads is trying. 1048 01:07:57,836 --> 01:08:01,007 Alright? This isn't an easy decision for her and... 1049 01:08:03,541 --> 01:08:05,543 And to be honest, I pushed her to make it. 1050 01:08:06,544 --> 01:08:09,647 So if you're going to be mad at someone, don't just be mad at her. 1051 01:08:15,054 --> 01:08:16,654 Why does it have to happen now? 1052 01:08:17,390 --> 01:08:20,159 I went to South Dakota, South Dakota! 1053 01:08:20,825 --> 01:08:23,062 She promised me that drive home. 1054 01:08:24,529 --> 01:08:28,533 You realize now I have to drive that road where my sister died. 1055 01:08:28,666 --> 01:08:30,503 I have to do that alone. 1056 01:08:31,303 --> 01:08:33,205 - And you're scared? - Of course I am. 1057 01:08:33,339 --> 01:08:34,606 So is she. 1058 01:08:36,342 --> 01:08:37,609 Can you not see that? 1059 01:08:42,281 --> 01:08:45,917 Has Mads ever talked to you about her fear of not being seen? 1060 01:08:48,320 --> 01:08:51,524 It started after she got sick. She said to me, "I'm invisible. 1061 01:08:51,656 --> 01:08:54,994 This disease makes people not see me." 1062 01:08:59,597 --> 01:09:02,001 Yeah, I know that feeling. 1063 01:09:03,369 --> 01:09:04,503 And then her mom left. 1064 01:09:05,703 --> 01:09:09,475 And ever since, Mads has been spending her life trying to be seen, 1065 01:09:09,607 --> 01:09:10,809 but stay invisible at the same time. 1066 01:09:10,943 --> 01:09:12,777 She can't stay there anymore. 1067 01:09:16,015 --> 01:09:17,349 Does that makes sense? 1068 01:09:21,853 --> 01:09:23,089 Of course, it does. 1069 01:09:28,227 --> 01:09:30,795 Guess it's time for us both to grow up. 1070 01:09:34,233 --> 01:09:36,268 I don't... I don't want to be rude, um... 1071 01:09:37,236 --> 01:09:39,305 - I really have to lay down. - Yeah. 1072 01:09:39,939 --> 01:09:42,208 Uh, all the arguing, the walking, 1073 01:09:42,341 --> 01:09:45,444 it really makes my pain levels go up. 1074 01:09:45,578 --> 01:09:47,679 - If you wouldn't mind to. - Yeah. 1075 01:09:49,348 --> 01:09:50,382 Thanks. 1076 01:10:01,260 --> 01:10:02,927 Do you want some pot or something? 1077 01:10:03,928 --> 01:10:06,232 Yeah. Yeah. 1078 01:10:06,932 --> 01:10:09,767 Yes. Yes. 1079 01:10:10,402 --> 01:10:12,704 Yes! 1080 01:10:20,812 --> 01:10:23,149 ♪ Oh, no ♪ 1081 01:10:24,916 --> 01:10:27,319 ♪ No, no, no ♪ 1082 01:10:27,453 --> 01:10:30,122 ♪ Oh, no, oh ♪ 1083 01:10:30,256 --> 01:10:37,695 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 1084 01:10:39,198 --> 01:10:46,405 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 1085 01:10:48,007 --> 01:10:50,576 Yeah. I understand why you did what you had to do. 1086 01:10:50,943 --> 01:10:52,244 I don't fault you for that. 1087 01:10:53,078 --> 01:10:54,812 I just wish you hadn't lied to me. 1088 01:10:55,481 --> 01:10:56,582 No, I know. I... 1089 01:10:57,316 --> 01:10:59,285 I don't know why I did, I guess... 1090 01:11:01,086 --> 01:11:02,421 I was just scared. 1091 01:11:04,990 --> 01:11:06,559 I don't know, maybe you're right. 1092 01:11:07,092 --> 01:11:08,327 Maybe I don't need you. 1093 01:11:08,860 --> 01:11:10,196 Maybe I'm too dependent on you. 1094 01:11:10,695 --> 01:11:13,132 I think I used you as an excuse to do this trip, 1095 01:11:13,499 --> 01:11:15,800 instead of Veronica being the whole reason. 1096 01:11:16,768 --> 01:11:18,671 Okay, so are we good? Or... 1097 01:11:19,405 --> 01:11:22,241 I don't know, Mads. I think I need some time. 1098 01:11:23,175 --> 01:11:25,810 - What does that mean? - It means I need time. 1099 01:11:27,745 --> 01:11:30,282 I got to go. Got a long way to drive. 1100 01:11:31,450 --> 01:11:32,985 I'll see you later, Mads. 1101 01:11:33,586 --> 01:11:34,819 Bye, Junior. 1102 01:11:51,036 --> 01:11:55,474 ♪ I used to wander around ♪ 1103 01:11:56,508 --> 01:12:03,082 ♪ Like autumn leaves rustling on the ground ♪ 1104 01:12:04,083 --> 01:12:08,287 ♪ Trying to find my way ♪ 1105 01:12:08,420 --> 01:12:12,291 ♪ Through this empty place ♪ 1106 01:12:12,424 --> 01:12:18,097 ♪ Like thunder crashing without a sound ♪ 1107 01:12:20,832 --> 01:12:24,403 ♪ I know it's hard to say I know I lost my way ♪ 1108 01:12:24,536 --> 01:12:28,274 ♪ And, oh, it's such a shame it took so long to feel this way ♪ 1109 01:12:28,407 --> 01:12:31,443 ♪ I didn't believe just where I could be ♪ 1110 01:12:31,577 --> 01:12:35,281 ♪ If I'd only seen that you were right in front of me ♪ 1111 01:12:35,414 --> 01:12:40,452 ♪ Sometimes you have to close your eyes ♪ 1112 01:12:40,586 --> 01:12:43,355 ♪ To find your way back home ♪ 1113 01:12:43,489 --> 01:12:47,760 ♪ Sometimes you have to close the blinds ♪ 1114 01:12:48,227 --> 01:12:51,063 ♪ To see just where to go ♪ 1115 01:12:51,196 --> 01:12:55,000 ♪ When you're alone on the road ♪ 1116 01:12:55,134 --> 01:12:58,304 ♪ Falling down just move along ♪ 1117 01:12:58,437 --> 01:13:03,108 ♪ Sometimes when love is on your mind ♪ 1118 01:13:03,242 --> 01:13:06,245 ♪ You have to close your eyes ♪ 1119 01:13:10,082 --> 01:13:14,053 ♪ The stars above are never gone ♪ 1120 01:13:15,354 --> 01:13:19,024 ♪ Even as the night loses light ♪ 1121 01:13:19,158 --> 01:13:22,094 ♪ Into the dawn ♪ 1122 01:13:23,095 --> 01:13:24,963 ♪ And all the shapes of the moon ♪ 1123 01:13:25,097 --> 01:13:26,965 ♪ They can change they can move ♪ 1124 01:13:27,099 --> 01:13:31,537 ♪ And the sun always shines in the dead of the night ♪ 1125 01:13:31,670 --> 01:13:33,138 ♪ For you ♪ 1126 01:13:35,174 --> 01:13:36,908 ♪ For you ♪ 1127 01:13:39,411 --> 01:13:43,182 ♪ I know it's hard to say I know I lost my way ♪ 1128 01:13:43,315 --> 01:13:47,119 ♪ And, oh, it's such a shame it took so long to feel this way ♪ 1129 01:13:47,252 --> 01:13:50,589 ♪ I didn't believe just where I could be ♪ 1130 01:13:50,723 --> 01:13:54,460 ♪ If I'd only seen that you were right in front of me ♪ 1131 01:14:05,870 --> 01:14:06,972 Hi, Polar Bear. 1132 01:14:08,974 --> 01:14:10,409 Hey, Care Bear. 1133 01:14:10,843 --> 01:14:12,344 I'm here. 1134 01:14:14,012 --> 01:14:16,782 ♪ Falling down just move along ♪ 1135 01:14:16,914 --> 01:14:21,420 ♪ Sometimes you have to close your eyes ♪ 1136 01:14:21,553 --> 01:14:24,223 ♪ To find your way back home ♪ 1137 01:14:24,356 --> 01:14:29,294 ♪ Sometimes you have to close the blinds ♪ 1138 01:14:29,428 --> 01:14:32,297 ♪ To see just where to go ♪ 1139 01:14:32,431 --> 01:14:36,001 ♪ When you're alone on the road ♪ 1140 01:14:36,135 --> 01:14:39,738 ♪ Falling down just move along ♪ 1141 01:14:39,872 --> 01:14:44,243 ♪ Sometimes when love is on your mind ♪ 1142 01:14:44,376 --> 01:14:47,980 ♪ You have to close your eyes ♪ 1143 01:14:49,800 --> 01:14:54,800 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 1144 01:14:58,223 --> 01:15:02,294 ♪ So keep me far and make me reach ♪ 1145 01:15:05,831 --> 01:15:11,470 ♪ Of 100 shots and then Slade was made ♪ 1146 01:15:14,840 --> 01:15:18,210 ♪ St. Lucia ♪ 1147 01:15:18,343 --> 01:15:21,380 ♪ Oh, I am the beach ♪ 1148 01:15:23,182 --> 01:15:28,587 ♪ So keep your cool on the rain ♪ 1149 01:15:31,023 --> 01:15:38,163 ♪ I'll scream "Goodbye" to you ♪ 1150 01:15:39,064 --> 01:15:46,004 ♪ As I say "Hello" to the moon ♪ 1151 01:15:47,072 --> 01:15:49,475 ♪ You smell so sweet ♪ 1152 01:15:50,976 --> 01:15:54,179 ♪ Where your ears and your shoulders meet ♪ 1153 01:15:55,147 --> 01:15:57,749 ♪ You smell so sweet ♪ 1154 01:15:58,952 --> 01:16:03,222 ♪ Where your ears and your shoulders, oh ♪ 1155 01:16:05,190 --> 01:16:08,393 ♪ Let me sink my teeth ♪ 1156 01:16:10,028 --> 01:16:17,269 ♪ Where they meet ♪ 1157 01:16:19,471 --> 01:16:26,678 ♪ I'll scream "Goodbye" to you ♪ 1158 01:16:27,679 --> 01:16:34,586 ♪ As I say "Hello" to the moon ♪ 1159 01:16:35,320 --> 01:16:38,557 ♪ You smell so sweet ♪ 1160 01:16:39,424 --> 01:16:42,694 ♪ Where your ears and your shoulders meet ♪ 1161 01:16:43,562 --> 01:16:46,098 ♪ You smell so sweet ♪ 1162 01:16:47,366 --> 01:16:51,103 ♪ Where your ears and your shoulders, oh ♪ 1163 01:16:51,236 --> 01:16:56,408 ♪ Meet ♪ 1164 01:16:58,510 --> 01:17:05,384 ♪ Where they meet ♪